In feb 2013 I was hospitalized for being suicidal I then attempted in hospital a month later and ended up being in hospital until may 2013 I got out and went back to work but then end of June 2013 I attempted suicide again. I decided to quit my job because I felt to mentally unstable.
I have been off work since then, I have felt so stupid beiNg 20 years old not working on disability due to mental illness.
But about a month ago me and my boyfriend decided we wanted to move out so I decided maybe it was time to get a job.
Yesterday I went to a job fair and landed a job! I start Friday I’m excited but scared I won’t be able to handle it I’m still not eating enough my irons very low which makes me tired and dizzy all the time. My depression and anxiety are so bad I can’t get out of bed some days but hey mite as we’ll give it a try I don’t know how I’m going to do it
Wish me luck
Maybe this is what I need to encourage me to eat more and try harder
darling im broken 